Need advice guys and girls?

A couple of years ago,i was heartbroken when my first love left me.We remained friends however,and eventually became co-dependent on eachother,and would confide in eachother about everything.He was my best friend.As he helped me through a bad relationship,he ended up telling me he was still in love with me,and i thought i felt the same.So when i left my bf,i asked if we could take things slow,and he agreed.We had some nice times but my head was everywhere though,and i ended up telling him i couldnt go out with him and i didnt want to ruin our friendship.It was also because i wanted patch things up with my boyfriend and a few weeks later i did and we're happy now.But my best friend wont talk to me.I catch him looking,and today he smiled but when i shouted on him to ask him about what happened to our friend(he was hurt) he waited on me,but i was with my bf and my friend,and suddenly he just changed his mind and said he had to run.I miss him so much,it hurts too much.Whats going on?Need advice guys and girls?
Bad girl kidding but what you've done is broken your friends heart.Don't play two men together because someone will eventualy get hurt.I don't blame him one bit i think it's best if you leave him alone.He will get over it,but he will not trust you anymore.So take this as a lesson and one man at a time PeaceVictorio.Need advice guys and girls?
It's called being confused. If you're happy with your boyfriend, and your boyfriend doesn't mind you being friends with this guy, and he still doesn't want to talk to you then it's his problem not yours. Chances are he's just as upset/confused as you are. But it's his fault not yours. You're making the effort to stay in touch and he's avoiding it. He obviously needs space at the moment so leave him be, and if he doesn't try to stay in touch then it's his loss in the long run.